Some of you may remember that I was working on creating my own language.
I wrote a creation myth in it a little over a year ago, and with the
exception of a few months, I’ve been trying to make daily diary entries
in it as a way of not only recording my life but practicing my language.
I didn’t create this for any grandiose reason. I simply wanted a
language that would express the way I think. I wanted to play with
language itself and learn more about it. And, I wanted to learn a new
language. But I’m fairly honest with myself about what I can, and will,
realistically accomplish. I could learn a natural language no problem,
except for the lack of anyone to speak it with. More importantly,
natural languages are external things. Someone else created them. The
rules are someone else’s, and to speak it correctly you have to learn,
and abide by those rules. But, they’re all just abstract foreign things.
They’re not anything you’ve grown up with (at least not the languages
I’m interested in), or anything that conforms to your brain’s view of
the world. And without someone else to speak it with, it’s a lot like
rote memorization. You memorize their words, their rules, and just
accept them. And free writing in a natural language before you really
understand the rules can lead to some very bad habits based on
misunderstandings, and the words you have to look up seem fairly random.
It doesn’t make a lot of sense why a word sounds the way it does, or why
it means such different things. Reading from books isn’t very doable
either until you’ve built up a fairly decent vocabulary.